Update abt myself for the year ahead

Guy and gals that are reading this blog!!! Merry Christmas and happy boxing day!!! yupz this CHRISTmas has been wonderful with our church outreach, to say is a great success...as there is no hipup from my view, but juz remember we are serving the God, so glory is to God not to ourselves...even through very tired that day, which is true but i dunoe why i will try to decieve myself saying i am not tired, which wei yan point out to me when she ask me the question, must be my Army spirit never say die spirit...which the second time she ask me, i still answer her i am not tired...haha but doing so does keep me awake...hee...thks a lotz wei yan...

Then christmas bowl...which i tot that many ppl will come, but being ps by quite a lotz of ppl, but they are excuse as they have more important thing to do. Going to update the bowling blog, but not so soon...coz i am going to KL and Genting hahaha...finally holiday!!!! the bowling is quite bad for me, dunoe what came over me, maybe too tired. Which i finally say i am too tired...when danue say he wanted to go for countdown...wanted to go home to sleep...but i did my best by going to the IMM with junwei....along the way they try to awake me from my stone age. Even through, i am a bit irriated, which i started to show my temper when mr junwei try to put the red scarf on me...but thk for the effort...coz when i am very quiet and irriated when i am sleepy...so if u see i shut my mouth and stop talking, it mean i am tired...which wei yan see through...as the stone age is coming.

A bit update for the year to come- i am currently rec a deferment letter for my University of melbourne for I.T but still thinking whether to go, but mostly must get approval from my parent coz of $$, haha...well if i am studyingin singapore, i most propably will not study IT, as the field is quite restricted in singapore...but then again most of the fields are quite restricted, well if i am staying, i will work for another six mth b4 my school start which in this case my course is econ and finance(number & figures)...Sometimes i am quite tired of this study thiny...when i started see first when elphia point out when she say one muz upgrade himself OR herself...thaks for the advice...or else i will plunge into swirl of sianzness or tiredness and lazyness to study!!!

This is indeed a thankgiving season!!! Love God and everyone!!!! God bless!! see you all next year!!!

Solid food

Solid food compare to soft food(something u look at it, u noe eat alr sure not full one), which did u prefer, that question sort of flash in my mind when i was looking at the noodle store and the dim sim store, well to me the solid food will be from the dim sim store, why u look at the bao,

then is enuff to be solid food, for me the food represent in the store represent everything the store seem to be represent. subset of the whole equal whole, but part of the something also represent the whole. you take away different part and put some other part, will it be the same again, then the part taken away to make a another whole...will ever the whole equal the

whole it juz make up of. something to think abt rite? but if there are no answer to the following, dun think ur mind is spoil, is juz that there are no absolute answer to this question... everyday we are face with a lotz of changes, the another alter the another, there will not be so-called whole or absolute thing in the world. So when u are face with difficulties, please


stop bashing ur head or blaming anything that constitute of ur problem with ur knowing. So to live with unabsolute, is to intergral function that make up of it, is not the whole...so there is always a saying "divide and conquer" , well if face the whole again, break it apart, then u noe u are solving the unabsolute or subset...so it will be more simple. that is why maybe part of the paragraph may and may not be a whole, or it become another whole maybe become this whole that wish to become.

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Picture from changi outing

20th post

20th post, lately quite busy with work, so too tired to post, but today i decided to post. This few week, have been a lot of happening first clara wedding.which is a happy occasion, and also my first witness to the marriage... too bad most of my friend prefer late marriage so i think in a few years time, i will be witnessing some more of the bonds.

2nd big event
The children camp, b4 the camp, i am down with flu, So my energy level is very low, and i will sulk mostly, so please forgive me for not smiling at you as my happy mojo have been reap away by the flu and the disability to makan my foood due to the ulcer, it kill me through for 5 day, so i decided to put salt, which works and i am able to eat again.

During children camp first day, tot that logistics after setting up the table, can sit one side and do nothing but me and ken are wrong. The next minute we are shuffle between FSC and church, at the end of the day, we are beat but are happy and joyous for we are serving the Lord. Then came the skit rehearsal, well my character suppose to be energetic one but battery low...so a bit out of what hope to achieve.

second day.
Less siong than first day, coz we noe what to do alr, the main event for the day is the west coast trip but due to the rain we have to change our destination to IMM. When we reach there, zheng wei and me were supposed to take care of the smaller kids, coz the game for the day involve going to giant, so we have to take care of them for a hour. Well, if u tot one hour is really short, u are so long, after we bring them to the playground, most of our time is chasing after the kids to make sure that they do not get outside the playground, at first i tot the boys will be the hyper active one and i am wrong again, the girls they are so hyper...that i lose track of them most of the time and retrack them again. Then something serious happen, well ken came up to the playground with a bag, ask me to look after, well for the first few 15 min, i still can look after it, but when the girls start running out of the playground premise, and i start chasing after them, then i totally forget abt the bag. Then doomday spell, when the bag is missing and ken and me start to panick but mostly is my fault.haiz what a day!!! Next time, this happen i will carry the bag along with me and chasing after the girls...a lesson to learn. Well after that, ken went serching but to no result. Juz pray that the kids parent will not have a bad impression on our church on losing their stuff.

Third day
Most of us are beat tired, and after the day we have service but praise to the Lord that most of us are able to stay awake for the sermon by pastor Ong. And after the service , is da zhu, lead by de zhang, about evanglism, talking to ppl about God and talking to God abt ppl. We discuss abt the article given by de zhang, and after that we pray for them, amidist the prayer, i pray for the prayer for these ppl that do not noe God and those under trial, that we pray in love even when we do not noe them. We muz remember that our prayer also muz express our love and concern for them not juz pray for them...which is very important as the Lord say that We muz love one another juz like the Lord love us...

tiring weekend

Friday

After work, run with my brother on the track, is time to beef up my brother, even through my brother still have two years to army...but train eariler is always better. After that, watch tv till i siao. but too tired to do other thing...so i juz drop dead on the bed.

Sat

Buy present for edna--take up almost whole day...meet up with the weiz 2 junwei, shop till we both drop, nv knew is so tiring. from wisma to far east to hereen...leg broke alr...but finally manage to settle down for something...(secret)hahahz.
so when we go to church, energy level almost zero. But manage to stay awake for the sermon...but the da zhu...i almost knock off senseless, chris lame tingy keep me awake, show him my wu zhi tian shu...which i also cannot read.hahahz...

went to supper with my cg member...danue, zhang wei and chang bin at bukit timah. On the way, too sleepy, so didnt talk muz, is time for my stoning alr, when we reach there...as danue need to send his J&J so the trio went to shop & save and help ourselves to tibits. Then the eating saga began...shiok shiok...now i started to get hungry alr...after the meal, we share our weekly happening. then we head on home

...well is a long long journey...when i reach home...wanted to sleep but my bro started playing my guitar...AHHHH...cannot sleep.which he stopped after 2 am...zzz

Sunday

sleepy head in the morning...so if u see i put a frowning face u noe why...went to children camp mtg...we need to draw a catz on the our camp t-shirt, manage to draw out at the very last minute...look almost like the orginal but not so cute...AHHH!!! was looking at ken...the cool cat...danue...himself hahahz....zheng wei...big foot cat...wee liang...the outstanding one with signature....the contrast is so artistic....pastor ong was expecting an enstein cat from me...and why didnt i think of that...he sure is a big smartie...

After the mtg, we went for lunch at mac...with danue and song ping....i was starved to death...and over at mac...danue was going to have lesson with ji bin...after lunch head back home, finally my bed...i coming home for u hahahz...then after some knock-out senseless time...with my bed...go for dinner...finally chao guo tiao extra black...hhahahah...then went home...then watch tv till i drop...zzz

The rite-on color test

Take the color test from bzw, liang fa and suying blog

After the test, i was atonished at how true, and something i didnt realize abt myself

Here it goes

You are tending to pursue your objectives with concentrated intensity and it would seem that whatever obstacles may come into your path, you will stick to your guns and will not allow yourself to be deflected from your purpose. You are striving to achieve recognition and what is more - you deserve it.You like the better things in life.

You are sensuous and emotional. You are a follower of the Arts and you seek an environment that will give you the fulfilment to the senses that you need.You know what you want and you are very dogmatic and demanding - especially in your emotional demands. You have specific ideas and beliefs and if these beliefs are not realised you can become extremely frustrated. You may not be that perfect but you are looking for perfection with the perfect partner.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

AHHH!!!SCARY

Phua chu Kang returns

it gonna be the last season...the tag line for this week...CC...two meaning sissy or Community center. The perception of different ppl will get differeent understanding or someone who listen to the conversion from the beginning. Another Tag line---I got something to talk u seriously!!! Ever think of what happen to u when u die(not dyeing)...but matin...shi...die...U go heaven or hell...a question ask by margret...and phua chu kang juz answer of coz i will go to heaven. Margret ask what good deed he do that make him so sure that he got a chance to go heaven...that he answer i donated 5 cent to the flag day...i sure go heaven...THAT make me think that this is usual tot of ppl that think our God juz count the number of good deed we do and at the end of the day dun need to believe in him and go heaven. But yet this is most of the mindset of most ppl...but yet in the bible, it is known that we can join our Father Lord in heaven is only by his grace...not by our deed. And the most important verses we all noe from (John 3:16, that is by believing Jesus) and by grace we are save not by our deed...But to the world...that is loss, then will be gain...but then again God is the creator...the world is created by him, so go and think about that...

Well, the next show after the sassy neighbour, forget the show name, but is about a person MIchael teoh who use to be ex-convict that kill a man because he wanted to be great but turn out to be a twist in his life...so after that he being locked up and when he is in despair as he maybe will be on the gallow...for murdering, he find a bible right beside him. and after he read the bible, he become a changed man...taking thing in stride. But the Lord has different plan for him, as he is sentence to 8 years imprisonment and after that he become a cook and get marry. But he have a dream that is to save life to be a lifeguard...then suddenly a man came into his life, he ask him "Do you still want to be a lifeguard" and he pass the whistle to him. That is the identify of a life guard and ask him not to give up. He keep trying and finally he get his place to be a lifeguard...who used to take life but now save life...from this, we can see how God loves us and keep encouraging us even depraved and sin to bring us back to him...if we repent.

Very long blog rite...but the greatness and love of God is never ending...even i use up the whole universe words is not enuff to write and describe how great is our God !! Amen

Back to the Good Day

This week, is like back to my old school SP, when i being a case, smack i am on my own...database design self settle, program flow self-settle, how to expand self settle...is call the ulimate self service...Still remember the times i do until i dun recognize my own code, very sad...this morning i was having this great idea which i think i muz share...for sleeper...a sleeping pod....that move slower toward ur workplace...attach itself other sleeping pods to form something like MRT, then when u reach ur workplace u do not disembark...the pod move to ur workplace and instantly become a cozy chair and sit and tuang there...to do ur work...then when you feel like sleeping...the system will auto-apply leave for you...be it few hour or one day or more. How it travel back, how it go back ur home. One cost one million dollar--US dollar...the greatest tuanging pod in the world...which will get the tuang nobel prize. I accepting design for now till the product has come out...MUHAHAHa

potential energy and chao guo tiao

I was having this small conversation with chris...wah...myteriously there is some link between potential energy and chao guo tiao...I am the great lover for chao guo tiao, so i was pyschoing chris to sell chao guo tiao...then i was telling him...sometimes we have hidden talent yet to be reveal...then i realize talent == potential, so it become one day potential energy become kinetic energy...then in order to create potential energy u need to eat...rite...so here come my chao guo tiao...yipeee is not gone to waste. yummyz...u muzt eat chao guo tiao in order to have potential...so the moral of the story eat more chao guo tiao...yummmmyz

Nothing to write

Expect blank space rite...hahaz, juz dun noe what to put title, that is why. this week has been quite peaceful except for the haze...dun worry no more babbling about the haze. It has been integrated into part of our life so we gotta accept it...in sickness or pink health. Wake up every morning brush teeth, get to work...must really break the routine, or else one day i will become monotone. Try to treat my work like a challenge each time, but the problem arises when i finish too fast...and i end up idling. Wanted to sign for marathon but look at the haze...i start shaking my head, not accomplish anything, muz try to run this sat...dun care the haze...in sickness or pink health. I got to run or else i will get sick eventually...Run Adam Run...not from debtor but from sickness..hhaaz..looking forward to ST E, but if i still studying, i sure cannot go one, but i no longer studying haha...can go lor...thatt is all for the week...AHHHHH!!!!!

Haze More Haze

Haze has cause a lotz of problem, in term of sickness...one of the day...if we are able to control pressure, but maybe we are able to control wind...then we able get rid of the haze someday in the future...nowaday...a lot of sports that is outdoor...for my bpgc Sister and brother that is down with sickness, please take care of your health...i will pray for good health for you...in amidst of haze...tmr is bowling day...Go bowler bowler!!!!

this week is quite boring as my supervisor take leave...then when she come she got nothing to do...which mean i got nothing to do...surf the net like crazy...absorb all the knowledge...hahaha..

Today...bible quiz, the question set by geok lan and jun wei...Good job...very tricky through...but we all learn and revise a lotz on God's word....Thank to both of you!!!!

Once Again blogging from office

cOUNTING down to knocking off, 30 min from now, when i am blogging...wahhahaah...Remember something I need to do today, need to reply to shee niang today, always forget....muz Remember...for the previous malacca tripper...Please be remind her birthday is on 10-10, so u noe what to do rite!!! 25 min...from now This week no Bleach so a bit boring, nvm i eventually find something to do...setting up something for this sat...to run at ECP, very long didnt run alr!!! neeed to train up, or else my next IPPT sure liao one...20 min...from now...realize ppl my age dun like to get marry, one of my frenz my age he told me well to get marry is slog another year...he actually plan his retirement unbelievable...to retire at 26, so far all my frenz still prefer freedom, it seem that ppl my age sure think that marriage is a burden but i think it is Really have kids(i meant my own kids) running in your house...and i am the crazy dad...waahhahaha...here come the monster hand....hahahah....10 mins to dash...i think is time for me to shut the program...get ready to leave...and one more day to shiok shiok weekend!!!!!!yippeee

Blogging in office

wahHaha...i blogging in office, finish up my work alr...so a bit tuang!!! nowaday very sleepy once reach home and pomp!! on my bed and i am gone to dreamland so dun have muz time to blog, so my thousand appologise to those looking forward to my next blog...Today i take the train, with my a little bit awakeness, i realize the one standing opposite me is a uncle and he is listening to MP3 player through he wear the formal dress but he look quite hip to me...Wonder whether one day, I still remain hip when i grow old. Imagine when all the futuristic cool thing in the future and u dun noe how to use them...so sad...that is all for today. I will try to continue to blog if i have the times...for nw cha na!!!

A unexpected letter of the day

Lately i have been quite sian due to my work, need to learn a lot of thing, even when i do one small thing, also double check...busy till i having identify crisis, is identifying who am I. Half-way through doing the work, suddenly a question who am i, why am i here typing...drifting...losing the center of life. But God has see my weakness, pull me out in the vortex of abyss of losing identify amidst the busy time. Using Shan nee (for last yr mission tripper, u sure noe her), one cute girl know from the last year mission trip to write a letter, to remind myself i am the light God use to shine upon the world. So if we lose the identify of who we are, how then we to let the lost one back to Our Heavenly Father。 The mail come with a small cow...mooo mooo, so cute from a cute little girl...thks a lot!!!...So must get together who you really are at the beginning of the day(it will be better it come with a prayer)...know of our mission here!!!!

Busy week...busy bee

So busy with my work and my study, my first week...is quite hard to toggle, esp when th assignment is breathing down my neck, i think is time to buckle up. I will talk abit my company...well is in UOB, tanjong pagar IT department as a programmer earning peanut but still can get through, the company is female working environment, imagine you sitting in a lift with fill up with all female and i am the only guy (). The makan place always flooded with people mountain people sea, you will see ppl putting their tissue packets on their seating place to sort of reserving their place, i thought that was out-dated coz is have been long time since someone doing that....hw memorable. And about my job, i was struck to a laptop the whole eight hour, cannot imagine right. I was having second thought about my course, maybe is time to change to econ and finance the very new course at UOL-SIM. NO More computer No More SQL No More VB...yea!!!...About this issue, I will update later on...gotta go for a run...those who want to run on satursday and u live ard west, please give me a call (onli for those who noe me)!!!!...and last of all i want to thank antz 012 for the support of my blog...

Movie Time

My Super Ex-girlfriends
Girl version of superman, but not about with great power give great responsibility, but it is about love life of in this case super heroine, expect cat fights （spoiler） in a greater scale imagine them with the same power of superman. The touching part of the story is that sometimes when we may be blind when we are popular, forget the people around us when we are down, i say it in a context between friends but the movie is between childhood lover. And the important message inside the story is that be honest to yourselves in term of love, or else you will turn one big turn, and found out that one always beside you are the one that you truthly love...

Click
Normal kind of adam sandler loser turn winner movie that is the remark from my brother (rikku67@hotmail.com). In the beginning, he was just looking for a universal remote control to control the equipment around his house, but what he is in for surprise as the the universal remote control is indeed the universal remote control that control the universal. In the beginning is quite cool, but when he start to fast forward everything bad in his life, his life end up in the mess. A sort of like christmas carol but is only for the future part, so when you want to fast forward all the bad thing in your life, think again. Sometimes what you think is bad thing in your life but is turn out to be most beautiful thing. Slow down your pace and you will know why!!!

Evolution theory

What i gotta talk about is about cell in our body, in the beginning, we are tiny cell organism created, but in order to survive, the cell evolve in order to let itself live on. The stage of evolution i not going talk muz, coz it is quite boring, juz jump straight into from ape to human. As homosaipen, apeman is strongly in-bulit in the beginning, but when time passes or rather our cell go to focus on another part of body, brain, as since the cell is very focus on evolve one function of the body, the physical strength is forsaken so human can become weaker. Nor neither you can alter the cell to grow toward strength, unless u bring out the need, the need for survival, which usually intelligence is the key to survival...well is sound like the selection theory, well I have to read on that theory so i dunoe whether i have inflict copyright....

A out-of-box Science topics

Recently, i realize that without science knowledge, i feel like i am living in a world of mysteries, how things works. That is main reason from young, i like physics, it reveals hw things work and dun work. A Better understanding of the world you will have, start to appreciate all the thing all around, even through, I have no opportunity to study physics, but it does not stop me from reading on them. No offense to those love chemistry, but i always feel artifical towards them, even through we know the structure of our DNa through the chemistry analysis. it is just the feeling....

I have form a very interesting theory about chemistry and physics, chemistry is about knowing the in-depth study of different element, is alien to human eyes. Physics is more about natural forces, hw u seen it, hw it works. So knowing this, when i read newspaper about artist having the so called scandal about they having relationship with one another or not, or juz to be famous, cover-up truth which require extra effort to find out more basic, which is similar to chemistry. As for physics relationship, there are no hidden agenda to it, there is movitation is just love, is more simple.

If you like physics, you like simple love like me, but if you like chemistry, your love will be complex, very the cheem...no offense....sometimes simple is good...so which are you???

Back to camp

Wake up early in the morning, no breakfast, have to endure the long journey to yishun and have my breakfast, somemore it is raining, but it is a beautiful day to me neverthless. Why, is my FFI date, medical checkup and dental. After taking my medical check up, i realize that i have God blessed perfect eyesight. I realized there must be a reason why i have perfect eyesight, other than read bible with good eyesight....But dun think so much coz God will reveal the reason in time...i a bit scared for tmr si hui, please pray for me, somemore i dunoe hw to sing the si ge, but neverthless God will lead a way, depending on God, a heart for the God...coz he is the shepard of our soul.well i off to my unit gathering, having sakue sushi pao pao and eat to the fullest..............

Away from civilization

Away from civilization for four days, finally going out for some errands for my course in SIM, and realize actually there are many staircase, surrounding the four corner, but they make me spin and spin, coz i was thinking in my mind why they need so many staircase for, maybe this staircase led to special place...haha...and finally i get my errand done, with two time big boxes (i like to kau zhang) with me, and wait for like decade, then it came but to my atonish , is packed, but no choice to end my misery, i need to take the bus...the rest you know with two boxes and no seat, u will get the stare from ppl coz u are obstacle to them. When away from civilization these few days, other than read bible, i decided to read physics text book, wah i suddenly how great is our God, example the pressure is us is the same as atmposheric pressure or else we will crush, sEE God is so protective of our, sometimes we need to take down some time quiet down our pace and observe the things around us, and you will realize is SO GREAT....and how he loves us , dun believe me and take up the challenge...and tell me if otherwise....

My first blog in taiwan

cough!!! aichoo!!!, is a very sick week for everyone in my camp, which i think everyone is on high fatigue and not enuff sleep...so pray that God will heal and renew us for training ahead. But the whole is enriching trip, manage to share gospel with some of my bunkmate...Thank you Lord as i have being armed with God word and i am able to answer any queries, thankgiving to be able to share in God word...to share the Good news...hope to continue to share in God word...the truth of the truth....

Facing failure with a positive view

For me, failure may seem a constant, in the past, i used to see failure as something unacceptable...But nw i view it differently, as failure if u see it as a way to learn, then it will become a tool to help to prevent failure...but if u hold the failure as a kind of bitterness in your heart...U will never get out of failure loop...so never let any failure bring you down. So if ever failure come in your way, let failure temper you, not destroy yoou!!!

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Magazine Versus Book theory

I was having train of thought of marriage, which was triggered by the previous day of my unit brother 's small discussion about marriage. Then I suddenly realize that reading magazine is like having short term committment as in boy-girl friend relationship, why....Coz magazine consists of all the small article that take up small amount of your time...where as the book or a novel, you must read the whole chunk of it to get the story...which require long-term committment, which equal marriage...you mean think is a good book becoz of good introduction then again you may be wrong...so how...you will end in divorce...so reading the book has such deep theory....so you think you just reading some book or magazine...then think again of what i juz say!!!1